The Change

Halloween 2009 vs. Halloween 2010

I feel like a different person from that crazy, slightly skanky girl. (I have stories...)

As you can see my focus has changed from dance parties and boys to school and my future career. To tell you the truth, I am kinda obsessed with it. I spent my "halloween" working on my "White Box Challenge" project and going to see "Life as We Know It" with wonderful girls, Corinne and Lizzie.

And this year was way better than last year.

The Best Wednesday

i love today. (Minus the fact that i spilled hot chocolate all over my favorite C&C California white long sleeve t and it could possibly ruined forever.) But other than that I love today.

A chain of positive events occurred and I was able to talk a long, deep breath. The good karma began this morning in Space Planning. My teacher informed the class that we would presenting our hospitality apartments in small groups instead of the entire class. And she brought cake. And she left early. I wanted to hug her. Then I went to lunch with Amyjo & Matt and that when the hot chocolate incident occurred, so we'll just skip over that. Materials & Sources flew by and Presentation III was only 2o minutes long. And school was over for the day!

I decided to mental health day and just watch SNL skits on Hulu and update my itunes library with new music for the rest of the afternoon.

Lizzie & I went to karaoke at Sammy's. We are determined to keep Sammy's Wednesday alive. We met up with her flag football team and some interior design students. I was really hesitant to go at first because I had never done karaoke before and I do not do well in front of crowds. I learned the first rule of karaoke very quickly - you NEED to have some idea what the words of the song are. I joined a group doing "Love Shack". Even though only one girl knew the words, it was still really fun and slightly awkward. I was determined to do it again and be better. Lizzie & I sang "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls and it was one of the most exhilarating experiences of my life. Karaoke is the best stress relief ever. I have a new addiction.

And I am getting sleep tonight! Goodnight, lovies!

The Saturday

I found the cure for horrible week.

SLEEP! Retail Therapy. Wonderful interior design girls who can change my tears into laughter. Positive wake up calls from my mother (@ 11 am). SUGAR in any form (but best in cupcake form). Time spent mindlessly enjoying Project Runway (team mondo!) and 30 Rock. Good music.

Ready to face the week!

The Best Day

The only way to describe my day is weird, in a good way.
I have acquired a new addiction to sleep and it is really hard to leave the warmth and comfort of my bed in the morning. I don't know how I ever got up for 7:45 AM classes last winter. Class wasn't too bad. I am in love with my corner of girls in CAD, they make class so much more enjoyable.
I had lunch with Shane today since he enters the MTC next Wednesday. I am really excited for him and I am glad he'll have the experience to serve the Lord. I had so much fun spending time with him and his bestie, Steven. When they came to pick up from my apartment, Shane had his beautiful "Bumble Bee" 2010 Camaro and Steven was driving the Yellow Corvette. I knew it was going to be a good afternoon. I am pretty happy that I have been able to remain friends with my ex-flings. After lunch, we went for joy riding, or more like joy racing. Nothing is more exhilarating than hitting 115 MPH on a crisp Autumn day on a back country road. And I kinda enjoy the jealous stares as we drive by. I am going to miss that kid and his car.
So much homework, but I am not stressed. Its going to be a busy weekend, but I am ready for it!

The Acceptance

There are two things that I have been thinking about a lot lately as I have been going through the daily life. Two truths about my life that I have recently come to accept. Acceptance to me means moving forward into the future.

I am no longer a teenager, therefore, I must dress and act my age (most of the time). This summer I realized that I needed to not be apart "high school" drama. I must face situations maturely and honestly, which is NOT my natural inclination. I usually just want to run away and wait for it to go away. I also decided to dress more like a "professional" young adult. I had to cut ties with my favorite stores of my youth such as American Eagel Outfitters. I realized that those clothes are made for young adult bodies and I definitely have a woman's body now. Katherine Heigl is my current fashion inspiration. She always looks so classy, but with a touch of hippie. Maturity is always in style.
The major I have chosen has made it impossible for me to have a "normal" college social life and I am okay with that. Though that realization was a long time coming. I have never wanted something so badly before and so I have to make sacrifices to complete my goal. I used to watch amd listen to people talk about their fabulous weekends full of dates and carefree fun and I was jealous. Now that I have made amazing friends in my program I am so happy. I can't compare my life to anyone else because its not a fair comparison. I decided to be happy with my life and enjoy the journey.

& I saw Life as We Know It with Katherine Heigl and Josh Duhamel. So cute I cried at least 3 times. And Josh Duhamel is gorgeous. Fergie is a lucky lady.

The Reality Show

So I've started rewatching the old episodes of The Hills as background noise as I draft my space planning assignments. I know its not real, but I love seeing glimpses of real people and semi-real drama. And this got me thinking...

I could totally have a show! My friends in my Interior Design program are so entertaining! And there is always some drama to be found in a major of 90% girls. With stress levels running high, there is always someone breaking down and crying. (It is usually me.) All of our drama would be very original since it would not be a result of drinking or having sex. We might need some "help" in the boy department since we don't have time for dating, but an awesome "casting director" would fulfil that responsibilty. With so many creative minds working in one area you never know what insanity could be unleashed. These are the things I think about when my mind wanders....

So MTV if you're reading this Rexburg is where its at. I wouldn't mind making $75,000 an episode either...

The Girls Night Out

Today was great.
Class went really well and I don't feel swamped with homework (yet). I got a 86% on my Materials and Sources test, which I am really happy about since I didn't really study as much as I would have liked to. I am going with the flow of life and enjoying every moment of the journey.


I definitely needed a night out. I love spending time with the Interior Design girls, there are some things that only they understand. We went and saw The Social Network. I really liked the movie and thought it was really well done. The cinematography was interesting and the acting was fantastic. If you haven't seen it, I highly recommend it. For those who have seen it, I don't necessarily think Mark Zuckerburg is a crook, but I do think he doesn't know how to deal with people well and this makes him venerable to be taken advantage of. And you will fall in love with the many attractive males included with the price of your movie ticket. After the movie the headed to Sammy's for shakes. I got the PB & Chocolate Cupcake Shake. It was heavenly, all of my favorite items blended into a icy, sugary goodness. I am so grateful for the wonderful people in my life and great influences they are for me.
Peace & Love

The Monday

To tell you the truth, I love Mondays!


Today started very early. I woke up and made it to the gym by 5:30 to get a quick work out in before Design Seminar. I really don't remember how I got to the gym or how I made the decision to get up.


Kevin Howard, AIA, was the Design Seminar speaker this morning. I was really inspired by his work. I love the clean modern lines worked into the scenery of the Southwest desert of Arizona, where his firm is based out of. I also really loved his commitment to sustainability and environmental responsibilty as designers.

Tetto Vettore Street of Dreams

http://www.kbharchitect.com/

I got an email from a wonderful missionary friend. I love hearing how well he is doing and how much he is enjoying where he is. This week is his 2/3 mark in the mission, its crazy how the time has flown by. I am happy that he is happy.

I went to FHE tonight with my new group. There is one really attractive guy, but of course he has a girlfriend. We saw them walk out hand in hand.

I need to get better at this blogging thing.

The Beginning

So I realized that I too many blogs out in cyberspace and I decided to consolidate them down to this blog and my Tumblr blog.
I have fallen in love with my life. I am attending school at wonderful university where my religious beliefs are integrated into real life subjects. I am enjoying my major in Interior Design. I haven't ever wanted something this badly in my life and this passion gives me the drive to complete my assignments to the best of my ability. I have an amazing, supportive family. My mother is truly my best friend and I don't know what I would do with out her. My roommates and friends are positive and great examples to me. I am enjoying the journey and learning something new about life everyday.